What mom don’t know, has taken it’s toll on me…. It’s all see, it can’t be wiped clean. It’s hard to believe, what it’s maaaaddde of me.
Forgot how awesome solitude felt
If this is going to be how my life is for the rest of it I am accepting all aspects of it in every way positively and with an open mind/heart.
Waiting/Loading…..
No one cares though not that I don’t want anyone too I just needed somewhere other than twitter, facebook or a bitch ass diary (lol wtf) or Journal (Like wtf is that too haha) but on here my Page describes me better than anything in the world and I just want to look back at this one day and be like “damn I was so young haha” or “Damn I still can’t believe all that wild”
Like all that still didn’t even express it haha just that crazy of a ride, life is a trip cannot wait for the next few years. Past 4 years have been interesting.
I can’t even begin to describe how crazy last year was, if I were to even list it. Looking back i will never forget it was like a story book. So crazy that without a doubt I believe that everything in life happens for a reason. This is really has become a journey dawg and i am going through the most beautiful/painful part in it.. that I know of, don’t know what the future has in store but this is what I know. I’m not even sad it’s just like confused at the blunder of it all haha like what happened, where’d everything come from ? haha and why’d it go down the way it did everything. Just needed somewhere I know no one will read to express this.
How on Earth am I going to do this lol..
Same ol’ song, same ol’ story.